It's been like a year since I have decided to start writing in my blog again, but unfortunately life is a vapor and is very slippery-like... and it has slipped by too too fast.
Today is "The Last Day of August"... what a fast summer! I feel as if I have just gotten to put my shorts on yesterday, and now we are pulling out the jeans again. :/
Anyways, not only is today the last day of August, but it is also (supposedly) 3 days until I meet my little one! :) Pregnancy was definitely not the easiest thing I have ever gone through, but I will tell you that this "waiting-thing" is the HARDEST thing I have ever had to do. Everyday is a possibility, but when you get to the end of the day and there is no baby, then it feels much like a failure. The thing I have to tell myself most often is this: "God knows EVERYTHING and is in control of EVERYTHING.... so Emily, you need to just TRUST HIM!" So, that's what I am trying to do.... sitting here on my couch trusting that God will bring this baby to fruition someday. :)
Thanks for letting me rant and rave.... :) I needed to write my thoughts down... even if nobody in the world will ever read them! This is my first year without going back to school and I am missing scholarly work... so this is my scholarliness coming out. ;)
God Bless!
Em
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