My Good Morning (Slap in the Face)

Woke up this morning, at 5am, pouring sweat and tears. There is something about a dream when you are pregnant that seems so drastically real...
I woke up thinking that I had given birth to my precious little girl and something was seriously wrong: she wasn't breathing and her little body was unrecognizable.

I will say this: I have never been in such a sullen mood... this dream must have been in the Lord's plan, because it definitely put me to thinking... The Lord has complete control over the things that happen in life and I must accept them and trust Him for the outcome.
I do not know if my little sweet girl will be born healthy, but even if she is, I do not know that she will reach her first birthday.

We do not have a "lock" on life and we do not know what will happen tomorrow, or even a week from now....

so why not live today as if it is our last.

I found this video on Facebook, and it shows a family that is completely reliant on the fact that the Lord is TRULY in control! If you have ten minutes of time, watch this little clip for Ephraim...

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=10150413082140968

Praying for Ephraim,
Em